Life got you down?

Sejak dua tiga bulan ini, aku rasa life aku up and down jer. Mula-mula aku rasa biasa jer, but later on I come to realize that this is wrong. My time table was changing way to far from being a medical student. Rupanya aku menipu diri sendiri. Disebalik gelak tawa, aku stress rupanya. Life stress. :'( stress being in this medical society. the people who just care only themselves and being completely calculative. I hate that. I want to learn something but end up being nothing. Seriously, is this what i dream about before i choose this field? No No! Masih ade 6 bulan, life is a game. You need plan to win this. Stress ni buat aku sedar, after this aku perlu lebih power dari orang yang lain. Ya Allah-Kau bimbing la daku dalam hiudp ku ini. Moga setiap perjalanan hidup aku merapatkan diri ini padaMu. Sesungguhnya Kau Maha Mengetahui.