Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Try

Try is what we need. 
Try to fly. Try to run. Try to move on. Try to keep hold to it. Try not to forget. 
And what I can try at least sharing this sweet lullaby for you someday. 
And as for you, will you be able to hear this lullaby from me?
 I wish you somewhere out there.
 Someday maybe.

Asher Book - Try


If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough


If I walk would you run

If I stop would you come

If I say you're the one would you believe me

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

You Are The Apple of My Eye

You Are The Apple of My Eye

Movie Taiwan nie dah tawan hati aku. Sweet movie about adolescent. Every moment capture your heart.
Simple Love and very adorable. 

Paling best ending die cause you gonna feel how when you really appreciate someone special. 
Live your Love & Love till you die :)

Those years, when we are chasing girl 


 
Me....

.....You

Our Fate

Our Daily Argument

Our Love Spark

Our Innocent

Our First Date

Our promise


Our Smile


Our Sadness

Our Insecure

Our Fight

Our Tears

If only I could turn back the time and run back to you. Wipe your tears & hold you forever



Girl: Do you want to know the answer? I can tell you now.
Boy: Please do not tell me, please let me continue to like you

Sigh "he missed his chance, forever."


Friday, April 6, 2012

Karma

Karma.. I feel like now is my turn to feel what you been trough.. What goes around comes around..

I found you.. Eventually having you.. and all I`m doing is picture you.. As perfect as you would be in my dream.. Expecting too much till jeopardizing the feeling and the bond between us.. And for that small reason, I let you go..fool!

I realized, you don't know what you got till it's gone.. Now I know.. no one perfect.. but once you treasure it.. it may become perfectly for you.. I think that's what they call it a sacrifice..

I can't give you back what's been hurt.. Heartaches come and go.. And all that's left are the words.. You might find out that thing you hate so much, is the very same thing you miss when it's gone..

Sigh ' If I could, I would turn back the time '

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Hidup Baru

Tahun nie dah masuk bulan 4! Lagi 8 bulan masuk tahun baru.. Alahai mase, cepat jer berlalu. Senyap-senyap jer dah 4 bulan kau tinggal kan tahun lepas.. Aku pun dah tak ingat azam tahun ini ape..haha. Aiseh baru 4 bulan, dah lupe plak daa..

No hal! kalau tak ingat..buat yang baru.. :) Tetiba datang kesedaran pulak time-time bulan purnama merindu.. Rase nyer kali ini perlu rajin ke kelas, byk kan lagi mase baca buku, kuat ibadah dari dulu, nak blajar benda baru..hurmm.. benda baru?? something yang boleh hilang rase bosan dari kehidupan hari..

Kehidupan peribadi..hurmm..byk lagi kene blaja..jgn nakal-nakal.. Hati org jgn di usik tanpa sedar.. Biar jer pengalaman buat ingatan. Kalau jadi lebih mature, boleh kan? Hurmm..dah boleh di pertimbangkan nie..maklumlah dlm dunia fantasi..macam-macam jer rase nk buat. But still kalau tak buat, takpe jer.. You lose something and yet you will gain something.. Kene open minded! Luas kan pemikiran dan pandangan..OK? Mula kan hidup baru..

P/s : Jom hidup dgn happy & lebih bermakna!


Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Aku Dia & Kamu

Sudah hampir setaun berlalu..cepat jer mase berlalu..da makin meningkat usia..da makin byk belajar..da makin update skrng..sekejap jer..Aku Dia & Kamu da makin matang..

Masa berlalu, masing-masing dgn haluan sendiri..ape khabar dia? Ape khabar kamu? Khabar baik kah aku? Kadang-kadang terasa ingin dgr cerita baru..tapi aku biar kan hasrat tu..hidup dia hidup kamu pasti berbeza..masa mengajar kita..

Jauh di sudut hati aku..aku simpan ukiran kenangan..yg indah ku bawa bersama..yg pedih ku tinggal kan..dia kian sepi..temui bahagia mungkin..dan kamu masih tercari-cari..semoga berjaya..

Dan aku..masih tak dapat relakan hati ini..aku masih dgn harapan aku..masih berusaha dgn belajar..byk lagi perlu aku lalui..sementara aku susah payah di sini..biarlah aku sendiri..kwn peneman baik aku..tuhan aku perlu lebih kenali..mungkin ini yang terbaik..

Aku yakin suatu hari nanti..aku akan faham..keinginan itu bkn hak milik..tapi pengorbanan itu yg memiliki hati ku..

P/s : 'Awak, bila Saya boleh jumpe Awak?'

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Kerana Hati Itu...

Pernah tak tgk hati? aku pernah tgk..adekah hati itu comel sebesar tapak tangan kecik kite..mcm yg kite bayang kn..tak..hati yg ade dlm bdn kite besar..dan tak comel..cume warna merah..penuh dgn darah..walaupun tak cantik..tp kite tak boleh hidup tanpa hati..ade nyer hati utk pasti kn kita masih bernyawa..utk kita merasa kehidupan ini..kerana kita ade perasaan..dan perasaan itu dtg dari hati..hati itu terlalu complicated..semua perasaan dtg dari hati..benci syg marah suka senang hati susah hati sakit hati..aahh..byk nyer pasal hati..

selama aku blaja pasal hati dari segi medical..terlalu besar fungsi nyer..hati lah yg buang toxic..hati lah yg menyuci kn darah..hati lah tmpt menyembuh kn luka..walaupn kita tahu betapa penting tugas hati..kenapa msih lagi kita meluka kn hati kita? kenapa kita mengotori nyer? adakah kita ingin hidup tanpa perasaan..adekah itu kesudahan nyer..padahal masa kita kecik2 dulu..kita naif..kita senyum..dan sekarang bila kita kenali dunia..kita fahami perasaan itu..tidak kah kita ingin kn perasaan naif, suci itu kembali..aku rindu kan mase lalu..

hurmm..lepas kn perasaan benci itu..buang kn rse dengki itu..jgn sakiti lg hati..mase tetap berlalu..dan jika tidak kita berubah..lame kelamaan..hati itu dah tak mampu menampung kerosakkan..dan mungkin kamu dah tak akan merasa gembira lagi..setiap tindakan itu dtg dari hati..kerana hati tidak pndai menipu..fikiran itu halusinasi..fikiran boleh menipu..yg paling interesting pasal hati..kita boleh derma kan hati..hebat kn? betapa penting nyer hati itu pada kita..tp jika ade org laen yg perlu kn..walaupn secebis..tp secebis hati kita mampu menyelamatkn org lain..rupe nyer hati ini boleh di kongsi..bukak la hati utk dirimu dan org sekeliling..jgn penting kn diri sndiri.. dan bila di beri kesempatan jgn pula main kn hati org lain..kerana hati kamu, hati die, berharga..

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Over

Pejam celik pejam celik..hari berganti hari..smpai ke saat ini..aku kat India..dah 7 bulan kau fly..fuhh..lama la jugak..mengeluh kat diri..kat buku-buku yg tak terbaca semua..kat masa yg berlalu..kat bantal yang makin busyuk..kat kenangan indah..pengalaman pahit..haishh..macam-macam..susah senang itu lah aku..yang mendewasakan aku..dah penat terluka..dah penat emosi..dah letih berharap..aku akan mula kan cara hidup baru..haha..aku nak menikmati masa muda aku..ha`ah..kan dah meningkat setaun lagi umur aku..21.."black jack" memang nice la..5taun lagi..ok..aku akan bertahan..nak settle cepat-cepat medic ni..then balik tempat yang sepatut nyer aku berada..m`sia..bawaku pulang bila aku berjaya! aku dah tak akan bagi ruang untuk hati aku ni rindu kat orang yang aku keciwa di india ini..i`m already over you..that i promise you..aku dah penat memendam rasa benci..haha..now..i just want my everyday is the sweet day..