What if

I was thinking..
What if you fall in love with someone older than you..
As a man..
Will you able to handle the difference of age..
Will the person able to accept you uttermost..
Will you tell me..
I wish I had the answer..
Yet it'll never be an answers if we never try it out..
People love from time to time..
I haven't heard of love from age to age..
Therefore..
What if we'll make it happen..

Fly Again

Today : 20/01/2013

Again terbang balik India.

this tima dah kali ke-5 kembali ke sana.

cuaca elok jer pagi tadi time fly dari Kota Bharu.

naik Air Asia jer. tambang murah.

Otw nk pergi airport, macam macam nasihat dari parent.

Biase laa, dah jadi tnggjwb parent dah nk ingat kan anak die.

Well, this time kinda hard for me.

3rd year going to start and i had to settle my 2nd year too.

like killing bird with two stones.

A road that i choose.

not wise, but it is the only way.

no wonder perasaan aku pun berat jer nk tinggal kan rumah dari semalam.

Papa beli kan jam loceng.

a simple gift but makna nyer mendalam.

Hopefully this year going to be good.

InsyaAllah, God willing.

Expectation

Well pandangan itu selalu mahu pada yg indah.

And yg terasa indah pula tak selalunyer perfect.

First impression. 

selalu org cakap pasal nie. 

cause, once impress, semua akan jadi smooth.

kalau awal-awal dah awkward, then just pray it goes well.

but I believe, awkwardness is a shyness of a person.

kinda good actually.

Ape yg aku nk cakap nie.

expectation kat bende indah selalu nyer tinggi.

mane kan tidak! bunga yg cantik wangi pun kau kata kan bermadu.

but make sure just go trough the way the person act, talk & think.

jangan buat expectation tinggi terlalu awal.

takot keciwa nnt ingat bunga yg mekar tak ade duri.

keep it low and just chillin'

Kupu Kupu

Bila malam gelap.

di satu sudut.

lampu bercahaya.

terangi malam gelita.

Terbang datang Dua si kupu kupu.

keliling cahaya yg satu.

memcari sesuatu.

sesuatu yg dia keliru.

bila dekat.

terasa panas.

bila jauh.

rasa takut.

dlm dilema.

pergi tidak.

tinggal pun tidak.

Satu kupu kupu pergi.

meredah malam gelita

mungkin hujan malam

esok tak lagi kembali.

Satu kupu kupu tinggal

mendampingi cahaya.

sabar menunggu.

sehingga mentari bangun.

sinari si kupu kupu.

dia bangun dan bernari.

bersama bunga mekar pagi

kini si kupu kupu tiada lagi.

menjadi kisah Rama Rama yg berseri.

Cuti Cuti India Selatan

Tahun 2012 dah nak sampai penghujung da. Kejap jer mase berlalu. Another year gone and all it left is memory. Tengah tengok gambar, nampak gambar cuti kiteorang awal tahun nie. Dah lama da, but kinda nice story to share. Ini kali kedua kite satu batch jalan-jalan ambil angin. Kali nie ke Selatan India - Cochin - Allapuza - Munnar. Tiga tempat ini, dari tanah pamah, ke sungai dan last skali sampai ke gunung tinggi kite org jelajah. Mase jalan kali nie, dapat la jgk praktis kamera yg beli tahun lepas. Penat nak tulis, biar gambar jela bercerita. 

Laman Hotel Penginapan - Cochin 

Petang tu kite pergi pantai Cochin 

semua tgh feeling Blues gitu

Bot-bot pulang bersauh

Menanti senja 

Port Cochin

Suasana malam di bandar Cochin 

Bot house - Allapey

Byk betul bot dekat sini

Tenang je rasa mcm di kampung

Ini Hotel di Munnar

Sejuk jgk tempat tggi di Munnar

Air terjun nie sejuk

On the way  semua nya ladang teh

Batchmate Mbbs 2010

  

Dataran Himalaya Selatan

SubhanaAllah. dapat tgk keindahan 

Kami

Tasik di Munnar

 Last day semua penat, balik naik train

Overall trip kali nie best. Thumb up dari Pak cik!

Little Heart

Sesuatu yg aku rasa itu..
Biasa daripada yg lain..
Sesuatu yg lama hilang..
Kini kembali..

"a flower called 'you' blossomed

It will bloom again"

I'm not upset.

Standing at your side , kinda awkward than usual . 
This one-sided waiting , how long can it last . 

You finally opened your mouth and described how gentle he is . 
Although you are still holding on to my hand , 
but I am no longer in your heart . 

I really know , you are not sick of me . 
It was me that wasn't there for you when you're lonely . 
Stop looking at me saying you loved before , don't get too hurt . 
I'm not sad , this is nothing . But why my tears will fall , I don't even know myself . 

Just let me go , let me start to enjoy freedom . 
There are a lot of memories , your shadows would also fill my life .
I'm not weak , you know it better than anyone else . 
Although lonely but this will be last exception . 

Hug me tight , Hug me tight again . 
This touched feeling , please let me remember it . 

Don't say anymore , it's your fault . 
Love's at its dead end , a gossips , can be right or wrong . 
Just let it pass with the wind , forget everything .
 Let me live in a life better than yours . 

I really know , you are not sick of me . 
Don't say anymore , this is probably the best ending . 

Let's break up now , rather than dragging this on when you don't love me . 
Loosen your hand , let me leave your side . 
I'll walk forward , this will be my real escape .